Wow.

Wow. I can't believe it's already been a year since last year.... does that make sense? I'm promising myself to update this more and I always feel so bad for not doing it, or writing in a journal ever for that matter, but I sometimes just don't know what to say. I've especially been in a bit of a funk the past week or two. I cannot bring myself to do anything productive. I want to stay in my warm bed all day and not have to worry about food, or going anywhere, or cleaning my apartment for the FIVE THOUSANDTH time, cause for some reason I cannot stay on top of it. I don't know, I'm not sad at all or anything.... I just don't want to do anything..... So it's a good thing that starting this week the pace is going to pick up a bit whether I want it to or not. Rehearsals for "Bye Bye Birdie" start this week (I'm the lead- did I mention that?! Just a little excited/intimidated/excited). Plus I have my recital coming up, so I have all my lessons and have to practice my butt of. Valentine is back in school and dance, Drew is at work all the time again and Moses is busier and more to maintain than ever. I guess I just really got lazy with the holidays and kind of loved it and basked in it and am lagging with getting back to reality. It'll be good for me and I'm actually quite excited about everything that's happening.... I guess maybe I'll just need to eat a lot of oreos or drink a lot of coke to get me through it all.....